My Wishlist ( Oct.2.2010)

My wishlist RIGHT NOW (some of the stuff will NEVER HAPPEN but eff it )


-New phone ( just lost my NEW one in less than a week) (Still no new phone after a YEAR)

-My wallet back ! ( lost at the same place where i lost my phone,bet that place is CURSED not happening so)

-Band shirts ! ( Breathe Carolina, Adam Lambert, The Maine, A Skylit Drive,All Time Low,I See Stars,etc) ( i have a BC13, Led Zepplin shirt ) (made The Maine and All Time Low shirt) ( got a ADTR,Hey Monday shirt)

-Polaroid

-iTouch ( i know.. i don't have one.. my parents hate it THAT's WHY)

-The Maine to come to Singapore

-We were all born smart, so that we do not have to learn stuff, but still had school, just easier academics

-I had a remote control where I could replay,delete, and do stuff with my life (:

-I was gay, a HOT gay ( maybe Kris Allen cause he's Adam's type :P ), so that i could marry Adam !!! (WTF was up with me....)

-My friends now would remain my friends forever.. cause I lost a few of my friends after moving to a different country ):.. its just that I haven't been talking to them for a few years now (uhh.. ok)

-I had loads of money!.. sorry i'm greedy.. (wtf)

-I was actually smart and never flunked a subject, and Aced it ... (wtf too)

-I had hair like Ke$ha's.. her hairs just so wow, shes hot and gorgeous ( uh huh...)

-I meet Adam AGAIN just once more... or maybe twice 

-I had a BF who had red-ish hair with bluegrey eyes or whatever eye or hair color with a lip piercing(: ( ew,wtf... despo much?)

- get a macbook pro 

-I'll graduate from SOTA with an qualified IB diploma. (sure) (hah, not gonna happen anymore, after this year.) ( left to london)

-I don't talk as much.. i honestly talk too much and that's why i always get into trouble.. ( ok..)

-I don't have mood swings cause it irrates everyone and I'm pissed off most of the time... like in last term when i was ALWAYS shouting at people and swearing at them...even though they didn't mind
-stay happy forever,like what i am now (: (good for you...not gonna happen)

- more DC, Ethnies, Zooyork,Converse,Ecko Red SHOES!!! (got 1 pair of DCs & 1 pair of Ecko red shoes... oh & I hate Converse)

- that black and gold electric gutiar i saw the other day ( don't want it anymore)

Aug 13.2011

- get longer thicker hair past my chest  ( Hair's almost at bellybutton)

November 8.2011

- NEVER, I REPEAT, NEVER9 GO BACK TO SOTA EVER AGAIN.
- GET OUT OF SINGAPORE. ( doneeee)
- get a damn job ( freelancing probably)
- dye my hair or something...just wanna wear it differently. parents are against it though.
- get 2 more piercings on one ear. parents against this too.
- get a tattoo or 2. parents against this as well...
- get more 5 dreamcatchers. 
- stop being a fucking pussy and take risks.
- take a trip to London. ( donee)
- take a trip to NYC.

just crossed out all the dumb "wishes" from Oct 2,2010.

Jan 9 12'
- get into that school
- tongue piercing please  (don't want one anymore)
- EVEN 5 more dreamcatchers ( just made like 5 more)
- HAIRWAND
- my loved ones to stay healthy and happy ( gosh.. what a suck up)
- don't swear (impossible)
- stop cutting
- stop being self-centered (impossible)
 gosh, i'll just copy and paste my new year resolution thing...


1. DO NOT BE LAZY;hardworking.
2. try to be positive.
3. no more swearing ( little amount at least :/)
4. stop upsetting and disappointing people.
5. stop complaining, and actually DO something to fix it.
6. stop gossiping or "joining in" makes me a total bitch ( oops just swore)
7. stop giving excuses
8. stop cutting
9. try to sleep early
10. create more artworks
11. make new friends (yay made lovely new friends )
12. if i get into that school, REALLY REALLY work hard.
13. make people feel loved
14. try LCD... get trippy at least
15. enjoy life, no regrets
16. get a tattoo
17. appreciate what I have
18. stop hating
19. no more emotional breakdowns
20. stop talking loud
21. no more Singapore
22. TRY just TRY and save my money
23. SPIRIT HOODIE!
24. wear more make-up, hide my ugliness


updated ( June 12 2012)

25. get the glitter Jeffrey Campbell
26.