Fuck it

I am so fucking pissed off !!!!!!!!!
My fucking marks are so low.. i fucking failed!
well.. it's my fault though so whatever...

Ah i don't really care if i get kicked out in the end of the year though
I'm so not putting in any effort in doing well for my exams.
I'm just too lazy, which I shouldn't be
I won't be surprised if i get kicked out either
Math and Science sucks , same goes for Ihss, ARc, Lit and all the other fucked up subjects

I honestly use too much vulgarities, but I don't fucking care alright?
When I'm pissed, I AM PISSED so screw off if you have a problem with that.


I mean come on' do artists REALLY need Ihss and crap for their future ?!
I don't think so
I don't mind being a dumbass artist...
as long as I CAN actually draw,paint and design..
Do we really need History stuff and science for art?
NO is the answer
I mean.. I don't need it,I don't know about the others

hope my parents don't kill me though..
cause THEY WILL kill me...
fuck it
fuck it
fuck it

I feel like moving back to Japan or Hawaii or even Guam...
It's a much better place than here.. the studies are MUCH MUCH easier in fact...
in other words.. LIFE IS EASIER!'

WEll.. its no guarentee that I'll fail this WHOLE year, cause we still have half a year to go...
but i will probably fail

I really wanna move back.. seriously
life is so lax there...
Imagine all the things I could do everyday (:
My house there is much nicer anyways,
and St.Maur is a better school..
but I don't know if i can actually FIT IN anymore, cause I've been gone for a incredibly long time, and the atmosphere and the people prolly changed alot,
But i bet the people there are MUCH better than the people here..
No offence


Screw school , Screw the world alright?!

If the teachers see this, I don't care, cause they won't be able to do anything, cause its OUTSIDE of school, and its honestly, NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS

I'm so mean,but yea that's all I have to say

I'm gonna do my fucking Media Ed essay now even though I have no idea WHAT The fuck to do

I feel really sick... haven't eaten lunch nor dinner yesterday, no lunch today as well
Just taking pills....
my head hurts, my stomach hurts, my HEART hurts, and my fucking brain hurts!

My brain totally sucks, cause it can't store any relevant information like.. ACADEMIC STUFF!!!!
Why can't I be like Einstein.. seriously
Why can't I be like all those people who doesn't need to study?!
WHY WHY WHY?!

FTW.. ( Fuck The World)


sorry