I feel like crying! BUT I'M HAPPY ALL AT THE SAME TIME!

okay... Adam Lambert's gonna perform for 3 days starting from today..
from 11 pm for F1 Rocks..

and I can't fucking go:(I'm not gonna say anything bout it here......

But all I'm gonna say is that i'm FUCKING sad, depressed and pissed :/

I know it's stupid,but Kenneth, Sayz Murphy and I went to hotels to look for him and the F1 cars were FUCKING loud and now my ears hurt..

Yesterday was a happy day (:

but BAD cause all I was thinking of was Adam Lambert :(

WHY WHY WHY?!

and stupid exams are coming...

I HATE EXAMS DON'T YOU?!

UGH... why am i such a depressed retarded person?

I drew Justin Bieber for my best friend it's ugly, but it's the thought that counts.. right? lol (: and pre-ordered the JB book thingy (:

Dear bestfriend,

Okay, I don't wanna make it too cheesy.. Here it goes :/I know you're going through alot of things right now, but i want you to know that I'm here for you. Even though I look pissed (is pissed) at times.. just talk to me, I'll TRY and make you feel better.. just try:/ You're looking pissed these days, it's alright I understand. I'll try not to ask too many questions. We have to be in the same class next year. I'm gonna miss you if we aren't gonna be:/ hmm.. that's all I can say right now :/

OH YEA my birthday stuff! :D

stuff I got:

Tanima-Ed Hardy jacket

Charlene-Adam Lambert painting,ring

Syaz- Adam-ish bracelet+ painted green box

Remya- Ed Hardy wallet+card+shirt

Kris- green earphones

Kai-3 bucks wrapped in literature notes, lol

parents-Canon camera

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Ahh I want to talk about my crush :P

but I CAN'T cause he might see this...

okay, and I'm in love with ADAM.. sheesh.. :/

What's wrong with me.. lol

OH YEA!!!SKINS THIRD GENERATION PEOPLE ARE SO UGLY!!! no OFFENCE BUT THEY ARE ALL SO UGLY!!! I'm ugly too, but UGH why?! Mitch,Luke, Kaya,Nicholas,Mike ,Hannah and all were SO HOT!!! THEY WERE ALL HOT.. but the third generation cast.. no way

OH OH!!! I took 30minutes to draw Adam Lambert's Horous eye tattoo that's on his eye :p

It took a long time cause it's on his right wrist and I too drew it on my right wrist and I'm a right-hander so it was hard for me to draw it :/anyways here it is (:

Oh wait I did another drawing on my hand.. ADAM :D this one's on my left wrist (:

songs that I currently like :

Dedicate- Runner Runner

Love Like Woe-The Ready Set

Attention- Tokio Hotel

Jump Then Fall- Taylor Swift

She Said- Stephen Jerzak feat.Leighton Meester

Superman-Joe Brooks

Something More - Secondhand Seranade

Introducing Me-Nick Jonas

Like It's Her Birthday- Good Charlotte

Right Girl-The Maine

Fuel To The Fire-The Maine

Misery- Maroon 5

Touchin On My - 3Oh!3

Smooth ( Santana Cover)- Escape the Fate

Hot Air Balloon- Owl City