I'm sorry!

Today was a good, yet " I FEEL SO MEAN" day

Syaz and I went to Plaza to have lunch at 11.20pm
After that, we went to Paragon to collect my sis' piano cert.
Can't believe she's in Grade 7.. I'm like in Grade 5 and she's like 10...
okay so we walked ROUND n ROUND Orchard haha
and THEN, we finally headed our way to THE ESPLANADE LIBRARY... den den dennnnn
that's thing was supposed to be the " scary NOOOOO" sound effect.. oh well
and yea we were talking bout ALOT of things on our way,
We met T and James in the Circle line (:
haha but we had to leave in a few stops cause "esplanade" 's only a few stops away from Douby Gaut
So so soooo.... I had a really heart to heart convo with Syaz today
I was glad about what she had to say,which was ALOT and I was blabbering alot of stuff as well..
We talked bout how we feel about " thiss" and " thatt"
Well, I'm not gonna tell anyone what we talked bout.. lol
I really can't believe I DESPISED and HATED her in the begining of this year..
now we're like BFF's :P haha
it's like... wow, I'm glad (:
and WOW, we were talking bout how much of a bitch I was in the begining of the year
I used to swear ALOT and was like REAL moody...
and I used to sleep at 5am and wake up at 6 am?! WHAT?!
That's super retarded..
and OMG i really used to be a bitch in the begining of this year...
people were apparently scared of saying "hi" to me...
oh gosh... damn...
All you people who i was mean to, I"M REALLY REALLY SORRY!!!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU! I really REALLY APOLOGISE!
I mean... really apologise... FUCK PMSes.. seriously
I think I'm fine now...
well, Syaz told me that I'm much better now... and lots of ppl say that too..I don't know
at least I don't say" fuck offf" and " shut the fuck up" to ppl now
Well, I think I really like this guy but ugh.. i don't know
I mean, this is wierd but I think I'm kinda " obsessed" with him, lol
Oops.. better not talk bout it here.... lol
Wow, haven't typed such a long blogpost in such a long TIME
and omg did I mention I HATE PEOPLE WHO COPY ME?!
haha
well.... ah whatev, I don't really care anymore lol
I just don't want people thinking I'm some kind of moody bitchwhore...
and haha SHHHH but Syaz and I talked for more than 4 hours in Esplanade..
we didn't really study but heck it..
Actually I better go study after this.. lol
well, the " I FEEL SO MEAN" thing...
I don't wanna say it just in case he sees..
but I just want to let him know that i .. you know what?!
NO NO.. I'm not gonna say anything.. SHHHHHH

Imma go now.. CIAO! haha jsust realized I've been spelling it as " chiao" this WHOLE time.. damn i feel stupid.. haha thx to Syaz, now i know (:
wait NO.. I wanna say more stuff...
I REALLY DON'T WANNA CHANGE CLASS NEXT YEAR! and I"M REALLY GONNA MISS MY CLASSMATES RIGHT NOW!
omg... I was reading all the letter stuff that people wrote to me last year.. and damn I started crying...
Well, look on the bright side, I get to become closer to the new classmates (:
But i'm still gonna miss R1/G1 people
I'm gonna name everyone in G1 (:
Tanima, Charlene, Syazwany,Amelia,Kristina,Marcel, Diego,Janice, Carisa, Efei,Xin Yi,Yvette,Ethan,Lindford,Daniel,LiYan,AiLing, Clancy, Remya,Ping Yu,Timothy.. DONE :D
haha
Well, yea I'm gonna miss them ALOT..

OH WOW.. did I mention bout Adam's new yet old hairstyle?! damnnnn it's HOT
haha.. well he got his haircut A LONG TIME AGO, but I'm gonna talk bout it now (:
DAMN.. it's sexy, hot and AHH!!!
like, one side's shaved off and the otherside's like his fringe! hot hot hot :P
and OMG TOMMYJOERATLIFF's GORGEOUS, HOW COME I NEVER NOTICED HIM BEFORE?! wtf.. haha
well, he's just super hot, but not as hot as Adam :P haha

AND OMG haha i watched Skins from like 5pm to 8pm yesterday!
and AHHHH CHRIS DIED AND JAl's PREGNANT WITH HIS KID and ahhh... so sad :/

AND AND AND.. haha I keep singing the song " My Humps" in my head and during the exams.. SO ANNOYING!!!!!

Imma REALLY go now, SEE YA ;)


"Cause with you, I can let my hair down,I can say anything crazy I know you'll catch me before I hit the ground" - Goodnight Sunrise/original,Jessica Simpson