listen

okay, tanima, just to get this straight,
you're my bestfriend,
you'll never replace anyone okay?
and like.. I'm not blaming this situation shit on you
I understand that you (T) are mad at me for hanging out with Syaz too much.
okay, I'm sorry, I'll hang out with you more,
but the thing is, you always seem to go out with James,
and it really makes me upset seeing you guys walking off without me you know?
Remember about the Murphy thing? When you and Murphy were ALWAYS hanging out and you texted M infront of me alot?
Well, the same situation's playing all over again, and I feel like you don't need me as a friend cause you spend much more time with the guys.
I know that the guys can't talk about girlie stuff that we talk about.
Boys,Fashion, stuff like that.
Well, just to let you know, I'm never gonna be mad at you T, and I'm not mad at you now either.
I love you to death okay?
like really...
I'm not gonna make this sound cheesy but, I really mean it when I say that.
True.. I still have Char,Syaz and ppl to hang out with,
but It'll be totally different without you...
This sounds like some retarded love story shit..
Anyways, back to the point.
I'm really sorry if i keep talking bout "____" too much.
Like, I can tell that you don't wanna talk about him cause well, it's getting annoying isn't?
and I really am sorry.
Wow, i really have lots of things to apologise about.
T, please don't be mad at Syaz....
I just want all of us to hang out...
We only habe like less than 2 weeks left to hang out..
I know we can't hang out during the hols cause you'll be going overseas ..
So, we have to soend more time after school
Really sucks that you're grounded... ANd NO I'm not siding Syaz.. AT ALL
I'm not siding anyone cause there are no sides to this, i believe that we should all be friends.
There are just so many things I want to tell you in private, like I don't want people to see what I'm typing..
I really needa private blog..
So, yea I reaally just want us to hang out more..