LONG TIME

heyy it's been a really long time since I blogged properly...

Anyways, I like my class, and I'm starting to get math!!! I'm so happy I'm like WAYY ahead of the class.. damn my ego...I can't help it

and well, I'm not gonna say private things here, but I've been feeling pretty paranoid and sad these days... It hasn't really been a good week... same goes to the other week...

Oh yea, I deactivated my facebook...

lots of stupid drama's happening in my school, I know about it cause yea, I'm not involved or anything welll, maybe I am...idreally know. Uh whatever.. but apparently she's being a total bitch.a FAKE BITCH. well i'm gonna stop gosipping.

Well the visit to the doctor was well.....i don't know what to say... all i gotta say is, i'm NEVER GOING TO KK HOSPITAL EVER AGAIN. It's freaky. no wayyy.

I don't know who my real friends are, who're faking it and shit.... All i know is that Syaz is REALLY my bestfriend and I can trust her. From now on, I'm not gonna tell anyone anything cause it's like, dangerous? Well, I just need to keep in mind to like, keep all your private probs to yourself. The weird thing is, everytime I hear someone saying bad things bout someone or me, I can find out mediateness... and the thing with me is.. I'll go confront the person. It's like, if you have a freaking problem with me, say it in my fucking face you PUSSY , kinda thing [: heehee. I wanna move, like change schools, go to a different country, but I just can't! I don't know why... I can't tell that to my parents... OH and btw, visual arts is pretty boring this year... *sighh*

and I don't like that new PE teacher.. she made me cry cause she said I bring " NEGATIVITY" to the room and blahblahblah, I can't help it, I'm super sensitive....

I don't know what else to write theres lots that happened since school started but I'm too lazy to say it all...

OH btw I got a guitar for Christmas for some other stuff...... and my sis... she got a freaking IPAD.I can only play the Mario Theme song... lol I'm such a fail.. I can't be bothered to learn the guitar, I find it a bit too over-rated :/

well, til' next time!!!!

ciao!