My last day in SOTA will be on Friday ):
Yesterday was really emotional for me cause I had to listen to what my dad had to say...
It wasn't mean or anything, he was being really nice and all but somehow I just started breaking down.
I just feel discouraged cause I actually worked hard for VA, and I didn't do very well...
I feel like my passion's CRUSHED.
I can't be motivated to do art anymore, cause of the marks I got.
I personally don't think it's fair and right to grade us on our artworks cause arts subjective, different individuals have different opinions to it.
I guess I'm going to do art as a hobby now, instead of learning it, and taking it as a subject.
Back to the point, my dad gave me this talk yesterday on how we might move back to Japan if he can take his old job back... but he hasn't discussed it with my mom nor my sister yet.
I think it's best for us to move back to Japan cause I don't suit the Singapore standard...
I'm too well, dumb.
On top of all that things that happened last night, today was a pretty good day.
My Bangkok group got switched to Korea, cause Bangkok is flooded...
I want to go there and help the people in Bangkok though...
Well, after that , we ended school at around 1.20pm cause we had class photo-taking, which I of course did not want to participate in.
We basically did nothing in school today.
After that, Tanima and I went down to POMO to just talk for a while and I ate her fries.
Had a good laugh with her today, cause we went up to the Gong Cha place and saw these really funny photos... we just stood there for more than 5 min laughing our asses off at the photos.
At 2pm, I went to meet Syaz at Plaza Sing where we went straight to her house, talked, ate and stuff.
At around 5, we left her house and made our way to Bishan, where she dropped me off, cause she had to go home immediately ):
That's about it.
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