shit

tonight was SHIT.
it was so emotional AND physical.
my dad went crazy...
when we were having dinner, i told my parents that I'm really hurt cause SOME teacher's telling people's parents that i'm a bad influence and i'm one of the reasons why their child's failing, and everyone's distracted cause of ME ME AND ME.
well, OBVIOUSLY those words hurt me cause i'm a emotional fucker.
and then my dad started banging the table and started yelling at me to be HUMBLE cause i'm not.
yup, then he pushed some of the plates and stuff to the wall, and everything shattered cause they're all glass and then my mom started yelling at him to stop, and my dad continued going crazy, glass hit my sister,
it was just so horrible...
then some other shit happened, my dad kicked me, and now he's pretending like nothing happened, and being nice
he said that he won't teach us " life lessons" after we're 20 , so it's best for us to learn now.
i don't know, of course i don't want to change for him, cause i'm just being me, yea, being a emotional bitch and all, but i don't want to upset my parents or make them mad anymore
so i guess i HAVE to become humble...

well, that's what happened tonight.

and tomorrow i'm going to Korea for a week , so YAY.